Well just can’t seem to stay caught up. This time I went traveling with my wife for a couple of weeks with no access to Internet. Then of course this ended with a lot of personal back logged issues that had to be resolved. I know it looks bad on the reporting side but on the inside nothing has changed or weakened. I’m still all in on this master key. I’m still continuing to do the basic work. the reads, sits, flash cards, acts of kindness, no TV unless it serves a purpose. No TV at all after reads ect. I find it is always on my mind. When I can not do the basic work I really miss it and almost crave it.
I continue to evolve. Now what I’m finding is everything I do or encounter gets some type of extra thought treatment. the encounter gets noticed and analyzed. For example if someone is telling my something I will do a type of identifying first than think about how I’m going to deal with it in a rational manor. I’m really really living in the moment almost all the time now.
On my holidays I found out in our group there was another women who someone said meditates every day routinely. when I was able to speak with her one on one about why she meditates the conversation was what I would describe as really energized and a good feeling of mutual interest. It was so nice to be able to get that kind of positive response when I’m used to a very negative type of response on the topic of mindfulness.
I know I’ll probably miss it when the course ends but at the same time I’m very optimistic on what the future journey will bring me knowing what I know now.
Holy crow…sure got behind. The time flies when you are having fun. Not sure how that happened. I’m getting out of sync I guess. Well we had a 17 and a 17A than we missed a week…that’s my story and I’m sticking to it LOL.
Well here is whats been happening with me. I continue to do the reads, sits, flash cards, DMP ect. I’m so glad!! that I have my DMP finished. I usually read it 2 times a day and every time it just seems to be getting better and what I mean is that I will visualize my future self as I read it and I advance more and more in what I visualize each time. Almost like a story being read a little bit at a time. Each time I read my DMP I will pick up visually pretty close to were I left off from the last time I read, it if that makes any sense.
I’m also noticing that I live more in the moment than ever before. It feels like I’m observing my self from a few feet away or maybe like I’m looking in the mirror and I’m aware that I’m watching my self also. So now there is always a witness to what I’m doing and the witness is me so I know that I’m going to make myself accountable if I start being the old me. I just realized that I’m getting that from the daily reads of the man in the mirror. Everything bit by bit is soaking in, you just have to keep doing the required tasks and not have preconceived expectations.
Another change in me is I really notice things about other people. How negative a lot of them are, how many people watch mind numbing TV hour after hour. How much people live just like they did in the past and wish that they would be richer or healthier in there future and if only that would happen they would be happier. I just want to tell them what I think they are doing wrong but I can’t. I’ve tried with a couple of people and when I say “inner mind” they are quiet and cock there head at me.
I love who I’m becoming…
Still going very good all and all, I’m still not able to do all the tasks that are being asked to add every week. I add the new tasks causally. I would say its because I’m afraid to jeopardize the nicely established routine I have going. Like having to add 3 gratitude cards daily. I struggle a bit and I think it is because I forget were I’m at with them a bit so I have to think of what gratitude are not written down yet. So then I talk my self into figuring I got enough and to focus on them. On the positive side I still continue to notice a fundamental change in me internally. The cement is systematically coming off.
This week also has been pretty good. I continue to like the “focus” on my reality. I like the looking and doing the acts of kindness idea, and have been sharing it on the kindness blog. I think about this course a lot lately which I like and kinda feel like maybe similar to an addiction which is weird because I don’t have an addictive type of personality. I do have to learn to separate my personal life with this course a little bit more. My wife has said that when I’m with her now she feels I’m not completely there and or I’m bring up the master key course quit a bit. she is completely on board with the course but I’m getting a little bit compulsive with it at times.
It’s a process. I’m learning to adapt to now having it as part of my life. Its great
Missed a few blogs. Had to work 3 weeks in a camp. long hours in the cold Canadian winter. I’m still a part of this course as much as ever. I have been doing my seats reads and flash cards every day. I print out and I watch each lesson and try to absorb and follow along with Mark as best as i can.
It working for me, good things are happening around me. People are helping me all the time. I’m changing a lot. This is what is happening. I’m aware of what I allow my suby to hear now. I find that I’m getting wrapped up in the moment all the time. I’m becoming very aware of what happens to me now more and more with each passing week. I’m paying so much attention to my surroundings. I take nothing for granted or lightly anymore. I’m gaining momentum. I’m still committed to changing my life in this way. I will never quit.
I don’t ever remember feeling like this. a whole new experience. Its like the words I’m saying each day.
I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious, and HAPPY
Had a good week, getting caught up on the required tasks, I have been rereading the old weeks to make sure nothing has fallen threw the cracks and to familiarize my self again with all the different things we have been doing. Has been real good. What I have to be careful of is not over exhaust my self. I tend to read late one night then wake up early and want to continue than work all day just to find my self exhausted that night and unable to read much until I get some rest. So its a been a bit of a on again off again, but I’m learning. Like Mark and the crew say “its a process”. But I have to say a couple of things happened this week that proved my faith in this idea of attracting what you think. First was when my wife and I were moving a dresser out of our daughters house to my truck. It was so heavy that to get it to the truck we were sliding it on towels and boards. We were probably a comical site now that I think back. As we were getting out the door and closer to the truck all I could think about was how were we going to left it in to the truck, for I was sure that my wife would get hurt if she had do that heavy lift. Just as we were getting the dresser done the front door step a good Samaritan driving by stops, runs over to us and offers a helping hand. We thanked him and he went on his way. My wife was so surprised and happy she told everyone about it. There is no doubt in my mind that I helped attract this event. The second thing which is a lot smaller but still affected me as strongly was that someone neatly hung on my truck door handle a nice still wrapped candy cane. This was at the local grocery store parking lot yesterday. I quickly looked around to see if anyone else had this good fortune but I could not see any others, I was the only one. So I think as the saying goes “prof is in the pudding” Its working already. I missed this weeks live webinar and watched it recorded just this wed and wow did that reading in the mirror and the achievement cards have an effect on me. Really is bring out the emotions and feelings in me now when I read threw them. These feelings and emotions are staying with me threw the rest of the daily reads so I do them first. Those achievement cards are like espresso coffee. Just short phrases one at a time but very strong emotions of achievement attached to each one.
Lost a week some were, so this one is for 2 weeks. Busy time right now in my personal life which is still making it hard to focus and progress as I would like to be doing on this course. It will get better after Xmas. I’m still doing the sites and reads for the most part. I’m still committed and I completely believe in the system. I have something I discovered and need to share because it is important. At the start of the program I thought that just getting threw the reads was what counted. You know just read the darn stuff just like I have always read all my life. I didn’t understand how to read with feeling and enthusiasm. Never did it before. But lately like in the last 2-3 weeks I have started to really focus and make it a point to think about focusing on the meaning of what I read. really concentrate and get excited about it. Spend mental energy as I read. If I find that any other thought popped into my mind during any part of the read than that just means that I reread that part over again until I have done all my reads with no other thoughts interfering. This has made such a difference in my whole out look. It has proved to me with out a doubt this Master key system does work. The biggest difference it makes when you can do this is you start to think about it all day long and because the feeling is a good felling I want to think about it more.
I promise to never stop the “MASTER KEY”
I always keep my promises